Epiphany

Growing up I loved to read. I loved good LDS novels written by people such as Jack Weyland, Anita Stansfield, Rachel Nunes and many more... (these are all my books :) if you want to borrow any i'd love to share!) When I was a sophomore in high school my advanced English teacher had a little library at the back of his room and one day I wondered over to take a peek, I picked up a book with a scantly clad Indian on the cover smoochin a sophisticated English woman. Needless to say I proceed to take a gander inside this book. What I read made my cheeks flame! Did I put it down? Nope, I went on to read just about every Harlequin Romance Novel on that back shelf. Some could debate if I was mature enough to read such material, I might have to lean towards probably not. I may or may not have laughed and read the "goss" parts to my friends at lunch time so we all could get a good giggle at what I was reading.  With this being said I am not ashamed that I read these books, kinda embarrassed but to be honest they didn't do a whole lot for me in the sexual department. The reason for this post is for my mom and Amanda :)  I have been told that I live in a fantasy land. I expect Love, romance and to be swept off my feet. I want KEN.  My mom and sister would say that I ruined my chances of every being satisfied with a REAL man because I would read these books and have expectations! I would..( you ready for it?) I would tell them they were wrong! I know! how rude of them huh I am never wrong! But here you go mom/Amanda. You were kind of right. haha that's all I got, just kind of :) Yes I should not have been reading books with that sexual content.  Most of the time I would skim over it because it truly would embarrass me. (but not always) What really ruined me was the music I listened to.  My mom is thinking right now, I told you shouldn't have been listening to that rap crap haha. No not rap or rock n roll or even backstreet boys. It was country music. There I said it. I have an addiction to country music. But seriously can you blame me. If you have time click on this link and tell me, how do I quit this?!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asi0odjRZzA or this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aOvyymFaFs4
  I mean seriously its like that Christmas song "Baby its cold outside" only sung by a cowboy!
how about his one?   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rVGw7FbohY4&feature=related gah! And I don't even need the videos, I can be driving in my car and get to chills, even though I told my mom I don't listen to the lyrics I can usually sing an entire song start to finish after hearing it two or three times. oops sorry mom, I lied.
 Shwoo! I feel so much better getting that off my chest... now that everything is out there this is my favorite addiction..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-jEDdFm3Nx0&feature=relmfu. Luke Bryan is yummy and the great part is BJ likes him too! Its so nice that we can understand each other. See mother I got both! A REAL man that can enjoy my romance with me. But thank you for teaching my to listen to good music without your strict guidelines to not listen to rap crap I would probably have Bieber fever and hate Selena Gomez :/ just kidding don't be mad mom.

and for those of you with A LOT of time this is BJs favorite.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=efEfTPxrIa0&feature=relmfu and http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=LlPgV1v2w34&NR=1

This is my Song for BJ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x0liNLHmvKY

The moral of the story is if the Harlequin books were made into a musical they would probably have been a little more dangerous.

Here is a picture of Carli to clean this blog up a little..